A cursed year.
This year wasn't a pleasant one . everything just came without any reason..
There were 2 person, which i had been depending on ever since this year.
They were the two, which have been the most important person to me.
I may not have told anyone abt it.
But deep in my heart, they've been engraved in my heart.
We may be quarreled a lot since this year.. We may have lots of arguments since this year..
We may not give in to one another.
But i know, i'm the one who have been the one starting all those nonsense.
i'm the one who've been starting all the arguments,
i'm the one who've been comparing myself with others,
i'm the one who've not been understanding,
and the one who didn't give in.
Everytime we quarrels, i just hate it.
even if i had to act cool..
even if i had to ignore.
but i know, i'm still concern.
i'm still worried
i still care,
and i still sad.
I've been useless. Sorry .
please don't ask me who are they, who was it, what happened and anything. it's appreciated. thanks..
