She waited for us..
She wanted to see us the last time...
I went to school as usual,
To have my MPSIP lesson as usual.
I went to visit my grandma after school with my family..
When we reach there, she still looks weak.
In fact, very weak.
She can no longer make her head straight,
She can no longer nod.
Her eyes were closed when we went there.
Mum fed her again..
She can't open her mouth, but she tried very hard to..
Mum slowly put the food into her mouth..
As things doesn't seems to be right,
Mum called the nurse 3 times before the nurses and doctors actually come one by one.
She suddenly opened her eyes and look around.
She tried to say something, but she couldn't.
A minute later, the doctors and nurses went to give her sufficient dosage to save her.
To hope that she will hang on..
10minutes later, one of the doctor ask if we wants to keep going on even if she'll be sent to ICU..
We said yes.
20minutes have past..
Another doctor came out and told us to make the worse preparation..
Mum cried badly, keep blaming herself for not being able to be a filial child.
But in our heart we know she did her best.
Sames goes to my dad whom took care of her for the past 7 years.
Around 40minutes later, the doctor came..
And he said.. There is no longer anything they can do..
They have tried their best by giving maximum dosage to revive her..
They tried every other way too..
And said, if they were be able to save her and sent her to the ICU, she'd be even suffering worse for the next 2 weeks..
And she'll be a vegetable..
Why not let her go in peace now..
And told us, once we are ready, we can ask them to stop.
And we've got no choice but to say okay..
They cleaned her up, and we went to see her.
She had her last dinner..
She was actually waiting to see us the very last time and have her very last meal before she leaves us.
She dote me alot when I was a kid.
I love you and I'll miss you Grandma,
Rest in peace..
To those who came or sent ur condolence,
Thanks alot, I appreciate it..
