I'm finally free from books!
It means that I'm graduating!!
But I'm not really that happy after all.
Yeah, I'm happy that I'm free from books/projects temporary..
But it also means I wouldn't have chance to enjoy as a student anymore!
It means I wouldn't have much chances to hang out with some of my classmates/schoolmates/friends/close friends too(exclude those I always hang out with)! :(
And I'd be serving the nation in no time!
Tomorrow, or rather today is Monday.
The day we probably detest most during school days!
But I no longer need to hate Monday! Because I can sleep/enjoy all I want on mondays!(Lets not talk about it after I start working)
I've got a job opportunity that J introed me!
BUT I can't go in the end!
Which is damn...... %$*(&(*$#
Because I only got this job that I looked into so far!?!?
I've got medical appointment.
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I've got a friend,
actually he's my brother.
I knew him for years. Probably 7-8 years?
He is so strong, mentally and PHYSICALLY!
So strong that I can't take it myself because I think it's damn pain deep down but he has to hide it so that we wouldn't be worried for him.
And I respect him for being so brave and strong.
But you know what bro, I rather you not hide any emotions in front of us.
Because remember, we're always here..
3 of the closest bros I had went through something.
Something that not everyone can handle.
Something that not everyone can understand.
I have no confident that I can be so strong like what 3 of them were if this happens to me.
I can only be praying and hoping everything will be okay.
But I will be there.. I will be there for them..
I promise.
